Everytime I get bored, I always try to write a summary of myself and what I've learned in life on MYSPACE. How ironic, sometimes it ends up just being dull and I erase it the following day. Though at other times I end up writing something good and thoughtful or sad, and sometimes bitchy. Here's what I came up with today ...
"so i guess i'll start out with my name, hannah trinidad. born on a sunny summer in the philippines but now celebrates it during spring in california. i'm torn apart from my home and was forced to assimilate as how my other cousins' grew up coming to california. graduating in two months not knowing where to go is the worst thing 4 years of education can do to you. atleast, i plan on going to cc and doing a transfer to ucsd, where the weather reminds me of my childhood. then go to med school and so on.
i'm still trying to understand why life is cruel to us yet it's great at the same time. and why we all take it for granted, taking myself as an example. why do i want to go to school for 10 years, i don't know. really, i want to be an artist or a photographer because my parents grew up as masters in fine arts and graphic design. looking at them i really can't go the same way, i guess its because in the beginning they thought they wanted the same thing. my mom always tells me to ask myself 'is this what i really want later on?' but how can i ask myself this if i don't even know where i am now.
people always tell you TO LIVE TODAY, but how can you do everything you've ever wanted to do in such a short amount of time. i guess i'm just ranting now but it's just a thought because i'm so confused."
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